Postcard three

 

 Peggy,

    I am writing an epistolary book and the main character is writing to someone, the only love of his universe. "I" keep asking why. In one of his first "letters" I have him write, "Why am I dong this and why now?"

    Writing these bits to you, I ask the same thing, why. It took a couple of days to get to the point of telling myself, "Let it go!" Nothing will come of the feelings, nothing will happen, just let it go! Of course, now writing the postcards is evidence that I did not.

    So why?

    Easy. Fill in the emptiness. To get you back. To get back the passion. To get you back. (like I said, Easy.)