Thirty-six

 Peggy

    And yes, I hold anger, like most people. I envy you having the release of writing. It does help me, but for me it is like treating yourself to a root beer float every two years (not actually not that long, but you get the idea). You were always a survivor. Yes. Yes that word is used so much, especially by and describing women, as to be... not meaningless, just incomplete. I never saw you mad, or have an argument with anyone, as I said before, you have not changed (so much), so I am a little surprised and that you did with him. I had a relationship a very long time ago that ended when she raised her hand to me, yes, she made contact with my left cheek. I have a high pain threshold, so I just turned and walked out; only saw the bitch one other time when I got the last of my things from her apartment.

    Don't worry. You won't.

    My walk is a bit farther away, time I mean, than yours, but it is a necessity. I am glad you have it. Yes, the silence helps. 

    You will be fine.

    My vote is to keep it long and blonde; hard to imagine the blonde.

    This is a long one, so I will say goodbye.